GULP

Ok, do you ever get that lump in your throat? Because you want to cry? And your stomach kind of burns bc you don't know what to do? Yep, that's me right now.

I made the mistake of paying the cell phone bill ahead of the cable bill. The cable bill must be paid by Wednesday (yes, in 2 days) or it is getting shut off. Mr Debt is definitely going to the bank with my change.

I can't take it. How did I get here? I will have money on Friday when we both get paid....

Shit. My friend/neighbor said she would lend my $ for xmas. I just dont know if I want to do that.